Update!

I went to my old blog (XANGA) & wow.. It still amazes me all the post that I wrote back then! See.. this is why I LOVE BLOGGING! Because who knows, few years from now I can look back and see what I did that certain moment. I love to reminisce. It makes me happy! And lately, that's all I've been doing! Just reminiscing about life and how I enjoyed my life to it's fullest! It's crazy how time flies!! I'm 22 years now (Still young, yes.) But wow.. I went through a lot of old pictures and It made me miss so much people! I realized that I hung out with so much diff. people! haha. I remember being outgoing but now all I do is WORK WORK WORK! haha I guess that's part of growing up right? If anyone that I know is reading this and I used to hang with you. I miss you!! And even if we don't see each other so much anymore, I love you and thanks for being a part of my life! =)

&watup!! 8)

#life #growingup #friends #reminisce #happiness #workaholic

Late Post! 4th Of July Celebration!

It seriously has been a minute(talk about couple of years LOL) since we all hung together.. and were not even all complete here.. I missed the old days where we can go just stay up all night, not give a damn if there's work the next day. Just live up the life and have fun like no tomorrow! Fourth of July was unexpected day where all of us got together just like the old days! :) NOT PLANNED! It was just we called one person and another person called another person and then bam! Most of us were all there.. haha I missed this moment! And everyone this soo as well! =)

   Drinks, Food, Fireworks, Getting drunk, Karaoke, Beerpong and just Craziness and Loudness All together and I loved it! :)

Life Style Change!

So a Few months ago.. I decided to take a life style change road. Like a lot of people, I also get side tracked! I started it in the month of January.. I started working out February.. Fell of the Month of March And started to work out again the end of April, and All month of June..... then July.. I start to fall off again!! So i'm starting to eat bad again so I decided to learn how to cook here and there! If you know me, I DON'T COOK! I cook eggs, bacon, hot dogs and microwaveable food (If that's considered as cooking) So the past month or so.. I try to make food and just push myself to eat healthy until it becomes second nature to me. I guess what's good about the life style that I started is, I learned how to make and EAT salad! Which is really hard if your an "asian" raised person. Which means you eat white rice with everything. (lol), Before I get side tracked on this blog I want to start off with the Food that I tried to cook (THANKS TO foodnetwork.com) It helped me out a lot when it comes to recipes and directions!

Here is Wheat Spaghetti with Basil Salmon.

http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/giada-de-laurentiis/whole-wheat-spaghetti-with-lemon-basil-and-salmon-recipe/index.html

Not the best picture but just click on the link and you will see what i'm talkin about.

I cooked this today and everyone enjoyed it! Too bad I didn't get a chance to take a pic of it because It was devoured in 30 mins. time! lol

Heatlhier is the way to go! And It's a step by step process and I hope I do better at this! :)

Thanks for reading guys!! Loveya!

Reminiscing about life

I hate being up late, I hate it because I always over think!! It makes me happy, then sad! I don't know, confusing right? I look at my life.. From 2004 - 2012.. So much has changed!! From the way I act, the way I matured and the way my mind is set on things. It's also sad.. because I've been trying and keeping myself busy for so long that I don't think about the people around me. Moments like this.. I start to compare if I'm really happy or I question myself what else is there out there for me? I just wish things are much easier. *sigh* There is so much in my head.. Only thing that pre occupying me is work. The MAIN! reason why I keep myself SANE. Because I don't have to have moments like this where i over think everything.

I went on my old Social Networking Sites from way back then, and I asked myself? damn.. what happened to me? Where are all the "friends" that I used to have.. Used to talk to all the time.. Used to bond with. It's just alot has changed. Maybe this is what "growing up" is supposed to be. Not everyone is going to be the same page as you. Not everyone can make time for you. Or not everyone will get along as they used too. I admit.. I miss most of them! I miss the friendships I made with the people I shared laughter, fun, and just happiness with! It sucks that time, miscommunication, stupid arguments, stupid fights ends .. well not ends but put a strain in a friendship. Maybe one day things will go back to normal.. But I wish things will do soon!

Family.. No matter what they will be there for me and I will be there for them! But there's still a lot of things that I want to learn and find out. It hurts me A LOT when I think of the truth.. I know i'm a part of it.. But it still hurts to not find out the whole truth. And to have the feeling that your still not blood related. And there's still that question in my head who's who and what happened? Honestly, I cry.. a lot specially around this time.. because it hurts to not know the truth.. But Maybe it's better this way. So I just don't have to find out what really happened in the past right?

You know.. what people don't know about me is I love to keep myself busy and keep working hard because even though i'm not blood related I want my family to be proud of me. I want them to say I'm PROUD OF YOU!  All in my  own way. Without anyone's help.. Because my own success is the only thing that keeps me going in life.

Why I'm writing this? Because.. I don't know? I need to vent.. I'm tired of keeping things in.. I don't want to intrude anyone's lives by telling them my problems.. So i rather vent it out to you. I don't really care who will read this anymore.. Because this is how I feel.. I'm a human being.. Not perfect and things will never go right in a persons life. We all try to live a life where we want to be comfortable... But in all honesty.. There's no money, materials, richness can make up to real friends and family. To real joy. And this is what I truly feel inside.

What is LOVE?

Just because your in a relationship, It doesn't mean that LOVE is ENOUGH to satisfy you. I think LOVE is learning how to work everything out together. LOVE is communication, LOVE shouldn't control you but to let your love for each other control you, to be a better person. LOVE is passionate, Love knows no boundaries, LOVE is kind, It is a respect that you give one another. It is learning to to give and take. Love has no calculations. It is simply you and me as one.

But how come people a lot of people gets lost in love? It should be a great thing have felt LOVE! But at the same time when it doesn't work out it kills you inside.

Realization

I grew up to fast I think. I always wanted to succeed, I always wanted to do good in everything I do. To the point when I fail at it.. I become depressed. You know what I realize in life? To take it one day at a time. Think of the future but at the same time live the moment. I live to fast that I don't take time to soak in everything that I accomplished. I need to learn how to love myself again. To just put everything off to just concentrate on me and what I have to do in life. I don't know, this post is all over the place. Just like me! There's so much going on in my head that I don't know where to start.. All I know is, I want to be happy again.. and It starts now. =)

Spring Outfit & IDEAS!

     I've been looking around lately to fill my closet up with new staple items since i'm getting rid of alot of my clothes for my spring cleaning. ( I've had some of my clothes for like 3+ years, So don't judge me lol ) I bought some dresses and few tops here and there but I seriously need to focus more on key items like shirts that I will actually wear through out the year even though I shop like every damn week! =S lol.

Few places that I've been eyeing is Top Shop And Zara. But the prices at Top Shop KILLS! For example, a simple top would cost about $50+ INSANE MUCH? I THINK SO! Well maybe the quality is really good? But when I dropped by at the store at Fashion Show Mall last week, I saw some items that was Made in China and cheap material that cost so much that made me not buy shit! HAHA! I don't know.. To me.. If i'm going to spend such money$$$ that will break my bank.. I need the top quality and something that will last! I don't know yet.. I'm still debating if i'm planning on spending anything on top shop.. we shall see right.. lol

Maybe I just need to stick to my Forever21, Ross, H&M clothes.. It's not bad.. it's just I want to start investing on good quality clothing. Or maybe it's just me trying to be a High Materialistic bitch!? LMFAO!! Wow. Just saying though.. And plus downside of shopping F21 or H&M is someone out there will have the same shit as you.. AND I HATE THAT! gr..   If anyone knows any shoppes that I can try here vegas let me know! Cause I need a new place to shop at so no one can have the same clothes as me.. LOL!

Anyways...... xxxxxxxxx


Here are some of the trends that I've been liking lately..
 COLOR BLOCKING

FLORAL 

GREEN/MINT GREEN/LIME GREEN

NEUTRAL TREND

I love the Spring/Summer trend this year. I know fashion repeats itself but I feel that wherever I look I see a pop of color and I LOVE IT! It just makes me happy.. I enjoy this year trends.. What's your Favorite trends?

OOTD: Spring Look 3.14.12

 

 

 

 

Shirt: Ross , Pants: APT9 , Shoes: SimplyVera by: Vera Wang

Relationship Advice

So I'm pretty sure everyone in the planet that's been through their first love/relationship went through a rocky situation, Roller coaster ride! Well here's a relationship advice! 

LOVELOVElove!!

topic: Ipad 3/Ipad HD release date

So Am I the only one excited for the new Ipad to come out?? For the longest, I've been wanting to buy one but everytime I'm so close to buying it.. there's new things that comes out that makes me put it off for the longest. I'm a tech freak and I love having the top notch gadgets for some reason (Don't Judge Me), So The Rumor for the longest is March 7 will be the release date? And I just did my research again and It's pushed back to March 16. And It's going to be called Ipad HD. (Okay guys.. this is all just rumors so please don't my word for it.) I'm just another anticipated customer waiting for a new apple product to come out! lol Well whenever that is.. I hope it is soon! Because I'm itching for a new apple product! Seriously!!!

This is for now.. LOVELOVElove!! <3


 »  » EDIT 03/9/12 11:54pm
So The new Ipad was released on march 7th. And it comes out on March 16th. I pre- ordered mine and I'm so excited to get it!!! :)

Santa Monica Beach/Porto's Bakery

DAY 3 of our mini vacation, short post but enjoy the pictures!! <3

           So our 3rd day of our mini vacation we tried to make our last day fun. We got up about 9:30am to get ready and checked out from our hotel which was 11am. We headed straight to Downtown L.A which is the Fashion District (Santee Alley St.) We got there in no time probably in 35 mins. (Which is good considered the traffic we bumped into.) When we got there we were already starving because it was a little around 12pm already so it was lunch time already. We went to this restaurant called Dragon something?! lol I can't remember the name for the life of me. We killed probably an hour of chit chatting and eating. So after we ate, we finally did what we came there to do.. which is, SHOPPING!! I will always forever love that place just because they have great bargain items over there. I bought couple of things but I didn't splurge too much because we went to West Covina Mall the day before and that's when I splurged out shopping. =) Which will be another post. So after a long of shopping around 4:30pm we left Santee Alley and went straight to Santa Monica Beach. Every time we go to California, I always try to stop by here.. because I love the scenery and just this place period. Who doesn't love the beach and fresh air and enjoying the mini boutiques and the food you know?  So it's a MUST! for me to stop by at Santa Monica beach at all times! 

           By time we we left Santa Monica Beach It was probably around 6pm and we ventured out all the way to Glendale which is where the well known bakery is at called 'Porto's Bakery'. Everybody that I know raved about this bakery and I wanted to try their macarons so bad but they didn't have it *Sad Face*. Oh well.. It was still worth it though because their Potato Balls was amazing!!! And they Cheese Rolls!!! LOVES IT!!!! We were in the place for probably An hour and or so.. buying pretty much the whole store! LOL. So our last day was pretty much productive and we went home probably around 9pm and we got to Las vegas around 1am. And we were pretty much tired when we got home so we just knocked up. =)

 Thanks for stopping by! LOVELOVE.love!! <3

 So y

Reunited again :)

It's been a month or so since the last time the four of us hung out and it was definitely a mission accomplished!! We've been friends for 10 years now ( middle school days) . Our friendship is far from perfect but it's always fun to catch up and when we do it seems like nothing changes no matter how long we haven't seen each other.

    Jennifer (me), Jenalyn, Johanna, Sherwin (Hubby)

Thanks for you time, loveloveLOVE!!♥

How I Celebrated Vday with my lovies!!!

Hello lovies!! So I had a spare days to spend away from work (only 3 days) I took advantage of it of course and went to where else?!? The Happiest Place on Earth!! Disney Land & California Adventure!! And It was perfect timing too, It was Valentines day!! And I loved every minute of it!! love love love!! :) When you work a lot like me, You learn how to take advantage of your spare time.. Even if it's only one day and this is one of the most memorable ones! :) I celebrated my Valentines day with my cousins Johanna & my Boyfriend Sherwin. Growing up, Me and my Cousin always went to different theme parks and for my boyfriend it's his first time at disney land and he loved it! He was like a kid opening his christmas present!(lol) Ofcourse it was 3 days so we went to other places as well. Stay tuned for more pics!! :)

XoXo - Jennifer <3