Wedding drama

Sherwin and I's wedding is set for "April 19, 2015" But deep inside me, I'm not really happy. Because I want a wedding of course. But this whole planning thing is just stressing me out! I can't stand the fact that I feel that everyone that I don't really know who gets invited to the wedding! It's like what the hell.. I really want a smaller wedding.. and I'm stepping my foot down on this one. No more crying with mom and being dramatic about who gets invited. It is what it is! I'm sick of think and over thinking this crap! Sorry I just needed to vent it all out