Wedding Journey

I'm blogging really late again... It's 5:11am or Shall I say really early? I haven't slept at all. We are suppose to go apple picking with the family tomorrow and I have not slept at all. Maybe it's the Ice Green Tea Soy Latte I drank when i got off work? I'm not too sure. Maybe it's just the fact that I know i'm off tomorrow I just don't want to sleep. Because i know i can sleep all day tomorrow?! haha it's crazy.. i'm crazy and i'm so random.

Ok let's start talking about wedding stuff..

So Weddings planning is in full effect. As so I think? I feel like i'm in it and no one else is? I dont know maybe it's just all in my head? Anyways, It's hard to make plans with my bridesmaid because we all have different schedules including my maid of honor. uhh bummer! I manage to pretty much order invitations online, And added my own little design to it by putting a cover slip and a ribbon. Wow! I'm such a great craft person! Ha Ha Ha!  Guest list is not yet final but.. 100 guest is the budget!

Few days from now i'm going to start looking around for Florist.

Well.. i'm getting tired right now lol so maybe i'll update this later or maybe in a few days or weeks from now. We Shall See! Toooootles!

Wedding drama

Sherwin and I's wedding is set for "April 19, 2015" But deep inside me, I'm not really happy. Because I want a wedding of course. But this whole planning thing is just stressing me out! I can't stand the fact that I feel that everyone that I don't really know who gets invited to the wedding! It's like what the hell.. I really want a smaller wedding.. and I'm stepping my foot down on this one. No more crying with mom and being dramatic about who gets invited. It is what it is! I'm sick of think and over thinking this crap! Sorry I just needed to vent it all out

Fellow Bloggies! I missed you!

Bloggies! It's 2014 now. Wow how crazy is that..

I was on googling different blogs today.. Just reading about fellow bloggies Life! It honestly made me realize WOW! I Totally went M.I.A on my blog! I forgot about it.. Maybe it's life? Maybe it's Me? I don't know.. Lately I haven't had any energy to do anything. I think it's work? Well My work consist of stress but all in all i love it!

I just don't know.. I realized wow I'm getting older and time is definitely going by fast.. TOO FAST I must say! I am 23 years old. Almost 24 in June 11. I'm ENGAGED, yes "engaged" isn't that crazy, After 5 years and 10 months with Sherwin I am finally engaged. We are set to have this whole big wedding next year April 2015. But man.. It honestly has been a stress ball for me and him lately. All the planning and fights with my mom on who to invite and all these other bullshit! Wow! It honestly making me consider to elope and just not go through with the big wedding. I will update my blog on what will happen in the next few months. But all in all.. ALL THAT MATTERS is Sherwin and I, Not everyone else around us. Do you know what i'm saying?

  Anyways, We are planning a vacation too.. A little get away from this place.. I need it! Work,Life has been something else lately.. I think that's what growing up means right?  Sometimes I miss being young and care-free. Staying up late and going out, Drinking my nights away(lol), Spending the money i never had, Leaving this hell hole and going on a road trip last minute with my friends. Now a days, Everyone is to busy having their own life. It's been a while since i've seen some of them. It's just crazy where life takes you. I'm just enjoying the ride.

That's it for now guys! See you soon!